Searching For The Truth

heartbreakadvice asked: Hey, could you publish this to your blog please? I want to help as much people as possible who are going through the same as me, it would mean a lot if you could. ill talk to anyone about anything they want, i started yday and atm i have 14 followers and thats not really gonna help anybody. this is also a promo to you, if you ever need to speak then im her, im online every single day and ill be sure to get back to you. can talk as anon but if you leave your id then ill answer private,thanks x

I’ve Always been sorta depressed.
It comes and it goes.
I’ve always been good at hiding it,
But lately I’ve been letting it show.
People that shouldn’t notice are noticing.
And those who should notice,
Are completely oblivious.

I want to start over
Go back before all of this happened.

I keep on trying
I keep on moving foreword
If someone needs me, I’m there
But how come nobody’s there when I need them?
Why is it every time im going over the edge,
there’s no one there to stop me?
Why does is it feel like nobody cares?
Like everybody could care less.
Just once I want someone to listen and realize what’s going on.
I want the people that I’m there for, to be there for me.
To be there without me having to make them be.